deci-blu

I'm sorry I was gone for so long, without saying anything, I just really needed to sort things out and try to get myself back together and I just couldn't really handle everything and I needed to just take a break from stuff. I'm kinda better now, at least better enough to be able to come back on and be with you guys again<3 I hope none of you worried, I wouldn't want to worry you or hurt you or anything. I have a really heavy course load at school (which is good, I love being busy) and I've been in two plays (one just ended yesterday) and all sorts of crazy shit, so I really haven't had time to do much. This is the first time I've been

I'm dying here before your eyes inside of darken circles, I'm afraid of savage things I fought to keep away Before I found out just what I found I knew you'd become Now you know the things I'm running from... You could help me hide in the places I once lived and lost the one Now you know the things I'm running from... Now you know the things I'm running from... You're killing me kid, but I know your intentions are good I read what you wrote out; ask me to slow down, I should I think you're trying to make it seem like it never could've meant enough But what I'm hearing you say is that you're running away 'cause it meant too much So

sorry for not being on much, school's kicking my ass i know i said probably the exact same thing before, but it's really the only way to put it homework until 9:30 and then not wanting to do anything afterwards is kinda my new routine i guess :/ but i will be on more once i get caught up, sorry guys... love you, stay strong<3